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another chance to see each other

sobrang badtrip ng connection, wala kaming matinong pag-uusap... haaayyy... :(

Bug off NOEL!!

Why is it so hard for some people to let go of their past and move on?

MR.NOEL BALINANG, for 3 years I have stood up on my own feet and established my own happiness with you having NOTHING to do with it. For some time you've been flooding me with your pathetic text messages and now you're acting like a desperate STALKER as if you would get anything out of doing such. You have never changed a bit and the more I pity you.

One piece of unsolicited advice Noel.. I heard you're about to get married soon to some unfortunate woman who deserves my pity as well. So why dont you just focus on her and leave me alone. Its high time you grow up, and MOVE ON!

I'd rather be a GAY than be a STRAIGHT GUY

Oftentimes I feel so grateful that God created me this way.
I want to shout to the world how proud I am for being GAY.
Proudest because I have Rhon who loves me so dearly and unconditionally.
Im proud coz i turned out this way and not some straight guy who collects women and dumps them easily.

Not part of a marriage which will soon end up because of indecisiveness, selfishness and lack of readiness.

Not part of a long term relationship which you can no longer get out of even if you want to coz you dont have any other choice but to stay.

Not a straight guy who's on a desperate attempt to be with someone whom he will just consider a toddler,a pet or a mascot,and not a partner.

Not a straight guy who will raise his children with crooked upbringing.
And not a straight guy who has his balls bigger than his brain.

Jessica Sanchez Once Again Shines!

Fallin'

Try A Little Tenderness

now beat that guys!!!

30th

Happy 30th Monthsarry Rhon.. i miss you so much...iloveyou

Leaving for a While...

Kahapon pa may topak yung smart roaming ni Rhon. I can receive text messages from him but he can't receive my text messages. I can't even call him coz his voice roaming service isn't activated yet. Hay, and they're all conspiring on us. He's on his way to Rabigh now, 26 hours land trip from Jubail. I constantly reminded him since yesterday na magbaon na lang ng food nya on his way there, since puro Indian foods ang pilit niyang kinakain. Kawawa naman ang asawa ko, ang dami niyang kailangang tiisin habang nandun sya, and as much as possible I'm trying to give him all the encouragement I could give to keep him going and to ease out his loneliness there.

Tonight I will be going home in Santiago where my parents are at. I guess I just wanted to have some time off. Time to relax my mind a bit from missing Rhon, but it will not stop there I know. Change of environment perhaps coz I never stopped thinking of him not a single day dito sa bahay. Sobrang dami ng memories eh, at ayokong mag-sabayan kami ng lungkot. I will probably never get tired of thinking about him, and everyday of my life without him, lage ko sya maaalala. For the meantime I'll take care of my parents first and our sanctuary there. But I'll be back in a jiffy, I'll definitely be back on track with Rhon always on my thoughts.

Jessica Sanchez gets "The Save" from the Judges

J Lo's reaction when Jessica was voted out

watch full video here: http://myamericanidoltv.com/news/american-idol-top-7-results-4-12-2012-jessica-sanchez-stays-judges-activate-save/

The Result of Tears

rhon got a chance to be online this evening (around 4PM there), I was happy coz i was able to see him again... but look at his swollen eyes...

and the longing, drama, and tears continued.. 

Tearful Day

While doing the laundry late this afternoon, Patrick handed me my phone coz an unknown number was calling me, it was Rhon, and he was sobbing. I asked him why he was crying again. He said, “Miss na miss na kita ‘ga, may nakita akong picture mo sa cp ko dito..sobrang miss na kita.” And he unrelentingly cried. I also cried furtively coz I felt the same way for him. This day was such a heavy one for both of us. As if we will no longer see each other. Ang hirap ng ganito…