We win some, we learn some....

Never regret your past relationships — even if they were bad or challenging. Everything you have experienced has been prologue to this moment, and here you are... still standing. Every situation in our lives makes us bitter or better... and you can *choose* which at any time. Whatever has happened, you can't change it, you can't undo it, and you can't forget it. Instead, embrace it and move on after you find in your heart to forgive. Bottom line: You win some... you learn some.


Thanks a lot Charles J. Orlando.

Fish in a Bowl

HIM: I am not nor have I ever been like a fish in a bowl. Coz I have goals and I will not allow myself to just be trapped inside and be stagnated. 

ME: Yeah right. On a different perspective, you still are a fish in a bowl. You sure know what I mean coz you chose to be trapped in your own world, a world full of delusion. You are a fish in a bowl who thinks to know it all, for you have never seen the ocean yet. And worse, you haven't accepted your true self yet.

Viber Session with Nap's sister... it isn't over yet!

I have loved you fairly well but my love can no longer save you from yourself, your deceptions, and complications… I need to be strong enough to totally step back without returning and allow you to heavily fall, be alone and feel the guilt…. I loved you enough to be that one person to help you pick yourself back up countless times… I wish I could help you more but you need to change when you are ready, and you need to change for yourself… not for me… not for anybody else.

Some people believe that holding on and hanging in there are signs of strength, but there are times in life when it takes much more strength just to let go.

Napol and I : The Aftermath, it all ended so soon...

You love me more tha I love you... yeah right!!

Reminiscing our Humble Beginnings

On Our 5th

I never thought I could be this much in love with you, I had a few failed relationships before and ours isnt a perfect one either but we never really gave up and still clinged on to each other. We sometimes fail to keep in touch and update each other but our understanding and love have drawn us even closer And as days and months pass by we keep on getting stronger.. I cant wait to be with you on your special day and Im dead excited coz our families will finally get the chance to bond. I always tell you this and never will I ever get tired of saying this over and over again... I love you so much and i will always be grateful to Him above for giving me such a precious gift this year, and that is you.. Cheers to our 5th!! 

STILL

It was already scheduled, after my shift on the 16th of this month (November 2013) I will be heading back home in Santiago to visit my parents and of course to see Napol. He waited for me at the bus station til i arrived past 12mn.. he was silent when i got on the back of his motorcycle,it was a bit awkward at that time..mama was already waiting for us and she opened the gate coz i knew he will be staying for the night so he parked his bike at our front yard.. we got in and had a small talk with my parents,he gave me his late birthday present and i also gave him a shirt and a perfume..while having coffee at the terrace we hugged and gave each other our welcome kiss.. it was so blissful coz inspite all that has happened,here we are still trying to patch things up.. we went up my room and i hugged him so tight the moment we laid down,i could still feel his tenacious caress as if years had passed since the last time we saw each other,and that firm cuddle was evenly reciprocated by me..God i missed him so much.. then we were getting to the point of making out but i stopped coz he suddenly bursted into tears, i asked him why but then again i knew what caused those tears, and i realized i was already in tears as well.. it was a great manisfestation of how gravely we missed each other, and somehow a sign that we both felt sorry for what happened to us,for every negativity that has transpired in our relationship.. we both had to somehow release our mutual apprehensions and sentiments that we kept to ourselves the past few weeks.. i came back for him to learn what we really must do, whether to put a formal closure to what we once had,or to come up with a compromise..we still have a few more days to catch up though,and i will always be up for the later.. i still love him.. and i know he still feels the same way.. days passed and we never realized we are already doing stuffs we usually do before, it was a smooth transition.The date we had the following night was relaxingly awesome, we talked things out over dinner,set expectations in a civil and loving conversation, it was the most blissful time we both had as a reunited couple.. i had to leave in the long run coz i have work someplace else, but this time im quite sure that we'll both work things out coz love has brought us back together, the kind of love which never really faded..

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Happy Birthday to Me!!!

My Humble Birthday Feast Courtesy of my Siblings

Post Birthday Celeb with my Napol

As promised, he came all the way from Santiago to Clark just to be with me
on my special day. We first stayed at Tune Hotel for a couple of hours
before we headed to Cubao

My Birthday Presents from my Napol

tsk tsk tsk....

"Sorry and Goodbye Ga..." - Rhon

Even if i see this over and over again, it still pinches my heart...

What LOVE is...

It’s not age, sexuality, wealth, religion or culture that determines the success of your relationship. It is your willingness to discover what love means.

A Whole Lotta' Difference