Napol and I : When Things Blew Out of Proportion

Without You

Somewhere in between all the mind games, lies and pretensions... I fell for you. Somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation, pride wars and heartaches... I got over you. Admittedly I guess I fibbed a few times too but no regrets. Remember all those times I swore I loved you and needed you? Well consider them lies as well because here I am without you, and I am surviving.

I have loved you fairly well but my love can no longer save you from yourself, your deceptions, and complications… I need to be strong enough to totally step back without returning and allow you to heavily fall, be alone and feel the guilt…. I loved you enough to be that one person to help you pick yourself back up countless times… I wish I could help you more but you need to change when you are ready, and you need to change for yourself… not for me… not for anybody else.

Napol and I : The Aftermath, it all ended so soon...

Reminiscing our Humble Beginnings

My Christmas Presents from Napol

On Our 5th

I never thought I could be this much in love with you, I had a few failed relationships before and ours isnt a perfect one either but we never really gave up and still clinged on to each other. We sometimes fail to keep in touch and update each other but our understanding and love have drawn us even closer And as days and months pass by we keep on getting stronger.. I cant wait to be with you on your special day and Im dead excited coz our families will finally get the chance to bond. I always tell you this and never will I ever get tired of saying this over and over again... I love you so much and i will always be grateful to Him above for giving me such a precious gift this year, and that is you.. Cheers to our 5th!! 

Sunday Pig-out

STILL

It was already scheduled, after my shift on the 16th of this month (November 2013) I will be heading back home in Santiago to visit my parents and of course to see Napol. He waited for me at the bus station til i arrived past 12mn.. he was silent when i got on the back of his motorcycle,it was a bit awkward at that time..mama was already waiting for us and she opened the gate coz i knew he will be staying for the night so he parked his bike at our front yard.. we got in and had a small talk with my parents,he gave me his late birthday present and i also gave him a shirt and a perfume..while having coffee at the terrace we hugged and gave each other our welcome kiss.. it was so blissful coz inspite all that has happened,here we are still trying to patch things up.. we went up my room and i hugged him so tight the moment we laid down,i could still feel his tenacious caress as if years had passed since the last time we saw each other,and that firm cuddle was evenly reciprocated by me..God i missed him so much.. then we were getting to the point of making out but i stopped coz he suddenly bursted into tears, i asked him why but then again i knew what caused those tears, and i realized i was already in tears as well.. it was a great manisfestation of how gravely we missed each other, and somehow a sign that we both felt sorry for what happened to us,for every negativity that has transpired in our relationship.. we both had to somehow release our mutual apprehensions and sentiments that we kept to ourselves the past few weeks.. i came back for him to learn what we really must do, whether to put a formal closure to what we once had,or to come up with a compromise..we still have a few more days to catch up though,and i will always be up for the later.. i still love him.. and i know he still feels the same way.. days passed and we never realized we are already doing stuffs we usually do before, it was a smooth transition.The date we had the following night was relaxingly awesome, we talked things out over dinner,set expectations in a civil and loving conversation, it was the most blissful time we both had as a reunited couple.. i had to leave in the long run coz i have work someplace else, but this time im quite sure that we'll both work things out coz love has brought us back together, the kind of love which never really faded..

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Napol and I: From then til now....

Skype Moment with my Nappy

At Minerva Farms

 Movie Time with Nap: When the Love is Gone

While we were sleeping

 At the New World Hotel, Makati during Nap's Convention

 Movie time with Nap: Hunger Games Catching Fire

 Chillin' at Bar ni Mokong

Early morning skype with Nap, and he really liked my SHOW, hehehehe

Our first Meeting

 At the 18th Birthday of Nap's student

 Late Dinner after Mr. and Ms. STI

 At Nap's Office, last photo opt before I leave for Clark

 With Yawyaw and Fheony, Nap's first visit at our place in Cubao

Movie Date with my Nappy: Momzillas

 It was indeed a Happy Birthday for me since he came by surprise

 Tuna Pizza, Waldorf Salad and Fettuccine Alfredo for our special date

 Heating things up