STILL

It was already scheduled, after my shift on the 16th of this month (November 2013) I will be heading back home in Santiago to visit my parents and of course to see Napol. He waited for me at the bus station til i arrived past 12mn.. he was silent when i got on the back of his motorcycle,it was a bit awkward at that time..mama was already waiting for us and she opened the gate coz i knew he will be staying for the night so he parked his bike at our front yard.. we got in and had a small talk with my parents,he gave me his late birthday present and i also gave him a shirt and a perfume..while having coffee at the terrace we hugged and gave each other our welcome kiss.. it was so blissful coz inspite all that has happened,here we are still trying to patch things up.. we went up my room and i hugged him so tight the moment we laid down,i could still feel his tenacious caress as if years had passed since the last time we saw each other,and that firm cuddle was evenly reciprocated by me..God i missed him so much.. then we were getting to the point of making out but i stopped coz he suddenly bursted into tears, i asked him why but then again i knew what caused those tears, and i realized i was already in tears as well.. it was a great manisfestation of how gravely we missed each other, and somehow a sign that we both felt sorry for what happened to us,for every negativity that has transpired in our relationship.. we both had to somehow release our mutual apprehensions and sentiments that we kept to ourselves the past few weeks.. i came back for him to learn what we really must do, whether to put a formal closure to what we once had,or to come up with a compromise..we still have a few more days to catch up though,and i will always be up for the later.. i still love him.. and i know he still feels the same way.. days passed and we never realized we are already doing stuffs we usually do before, it was a smooth transition.The date we had the following night was relaxingly awesome, we talked things out over dinner,set expectations in a civil and loving conversation, it was the most blissful time we both had as a reunited couple.. i had to leave in the long run coz i have work someplace else, but this time im quite sure that we'll both work things out coz love has brought us back together, the kind of love which never really faded..

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